Lyrics
It's the start of the end
Didn't know if I would make it
After four months horizontal in my bed
I went back, I went forth
I went over every second
But at some point gotta give my head a rest
Riding in the back
Going way too fast
Wishing I was still yours, but
I cried all the tears
I could need for years
I just wanna feel something normal
I'm gon' make a mess tonight
Dance until I can't see right
Might be broken-hearted but I
Sure won't let that stop me when I
Make out with some dumb ass guy
And block your number one last time
Might be fucking miserable but
I'm not crying over you tonight
Might be fucking miserable but
I'm not crying over you tonight
And it's weird that I'm in a room of people
And for once I'm not just searching for your head
Kicking off my shoes
Climbing on the roof
Wishing we were on yours but
Thinking 'bout the past
Doesn't bring you back
I just wanna feel something normal
I'm gon' make a mess tonight
Dance until I can't see right
Might be broken-hearted but I
Sure won't let that stop me when I
Make out with some dumb ass guy
And block your number one last time
Might be fucking miserable but
I'm not crying over you tonight
I'm not crying over you
On no one's shoulder
Just for once this time
I'm not crying over you tonight
I'm not crying over you
Tonight I know
It might take a year to say I'm alright
But I'm not crying over you tonight
It's the end
Didn't know if I would make it
After four months horizontal in my bed