Lyrics
A crowded room and I'm still lonely
Talkin' tough but it ain't true
And any girl tries to love me
I'm scared to death I'll break her heart in two
Still lookin' for something to believe in
To be the man my daddy told me to be
For on my knees searchin' for the reason
I find my strength the good Lord gave me
I'm still fightin' with the demons up inside my head
I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed
There's a long road in front of me, there's a lot I finally see
I'm done hidin'
Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin'
I'm still fightin'
Sometimes I still drink too much whiskey
And close the blinds and hide my phone
And pray like hell the Lord will save me
Come tear these walls down stone by stone
I'm still fightin' with the demons up inside my head
I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed
There's a long road in front of me, there's a lot I finally see
I'm done hidin'
Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin'
Yeah, I'm still fightin'
Somehow, I'm findin' the courage
I'm livin' and learnin' all I know is
I'm still fightin' with the demons up inside my head
I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed
Afraid but I don't care
Can't be brave if you ain't scared
I'm still fightin', fightin' with everything I am
Won't stop fightin', fightin' down to my last breath
There's a long road in front of me, there's a lot I finally see
I'm done hidin'
Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin'
Yeah, I'm still fightin'
I'm still fightin', oh
I'm still fightin'