Lyrics
Hiding here in camouflage
When they said that they want me
You love me, you need me
Call it casual sabotage
You think that it's easy
I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
'Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
I don't understand this on my own
I'm just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can't take this shit
I need to exist
Sittin', staring at my watch
I can't tell if it's morning or midday or evening
The pressure got my head in knots
I don't know who's deceivin'
I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
'Cause I am confused and frightened
I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
I don't understand this on my own
I'm just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can't take this shit
I need to exist
Burn me down till we're nothin' but enemies
And shut me out till we're nothin' but friends
Burn me out till we're nothin' but enemies
And shut me out till we're nothing but friends
I'm just a messed up kid (I won't ever hide alone)
With sewn up lips (she'd take my heart and hole it up)
I can't take this shit (breakin' for the two of us)
I need to exist (broken till there's only dust)
